The feeling of being cut down. The fire and rage of being at the hands of those who weilded the axe that continually cut into the fibres of this soul.
The feeling of hatred - of being female - of being easy access to those at the other end of the axe ...
The feeling of vile anger. Having been removed from what once was (taken from birth mother) and given to lousy mother .. the shredding of familiarity giving way to the now accepted norm.
